Tropical air breathing
Lifts me when I’m grieving
The death certificate arriving
Reminds me I’m alive and thriving
Those around me ignoring
Dismissing me like that floors me
I was here before them
Who I am is without shame
Their secrets they hide
Until the day they died
They dumped on me
Instead of taking responsibility
Emotions overcome my brain
Their reactions are so lame
Where do I take this grief inside
Do what I always do, blog it online
Attack, deny like mixing a song
Delay, if need be, anything to not be wrong
Like the phoenix rising from the dust
I stand tall and in God I trust